I haven't really had anything to write about in awhile, i also haven't had the motivation. Everything in my life has been up in the air for almost a year. I stayed very optimistic for the first couple of months by motivating myself with my craft business, especially when my holiday sales went so well. However around March I started losing the ability to look on the bright side and I stopped writing posts 'cause my last few posts were starting to sound whiny and I didn't wanna be "that person". I was hoping things would change and at the beginning of this week I found out about an opportunity that could kind of change my world, I love change. For example eight years ago my family suddenly moved to Stamford, CT and it was awesome, granted it wasn't the most exciting place on earth but it was a chance to start over, change myself, and try new things. It was definitely terrifying on a lot of levels and i didn't realize it at the time but I would love living there. This new opportunity could be just like that, I just have to hope it comes through, I'm so excited and trying not to get my hopes up in case it doesn't come through but it's a really cool opportunity so it's hard not to be a little giddy!